the power of a smile

i really felt bad today
my day started out really good
ran 4 miles
then
shit hit the fan
how can you tell a grown ass man
to grow up
and be responsible for his actions?
then
i started smiling
i told myself,
fuck it,
smile anyway...
at first
it was so fake
i felt fraudulent
eventually
i forgot why i didnt smile in the first place
all of that was before
i went to the dentist
(insert bling here)
then
everyone started smiling
i hate them all!
i am trying to be miserable here
back up!