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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

duality

this morning, i wanted to write on over emphasizing one's own importance.
this afternoon, i wanted to write about the inferiority complex.
this evening, as i sat to write, i pondered how one could ever be in a position to recognize both attributes in a single person.
i am not sure
but
i am guilty of posessing both attributes
at the same time reluctantly

i would like to think that there is a place on this planet where i truly belong
a place where i fit like a hand carved gear.
sometimes i wake up feeling i am in the right place at the right time
then there are other times

for the first time
in a long time
i thought of one particular woman
who may be perfect for me
a woman who would float my boat
knock my socks off
insert euphamism here

how is it
in the same thought process
i could decide that she is too much woman for me
that should be a challenge that any man would be up to
any time
anywere
AND THATS ME!
just
not now
not here...

for dinner i had
one red stripe
one heineken
one hamburger
two hot dogs
three different types of mustard.
the bad weather is excellent.

3 Comments:

Blogger Ms.Seven Supa Sized dropped...

"how is it
in the same thought process
i could decide that she is too much woman for me
that should be a challenge that any man would be up to
any time
anywere
AND THATS ME!
just
not now
not here..."

Is that the same thing as thinking, she is too good for you?

21/1/05 15:45  
Blogger blackcaesar dropped...

that is a good question. i didn't mean for it to come across that way. i meant, if she is too good, or not good enough, i would never know. i seemingly am not up to the challenge of convincing any woman that i am good enough for her. i am trying hard to be good enough for me. thanks for posting.

23/1/05 13:20  
Blogger blackcaesar dropped...

it would be real convenient if i could be all things to all people. i cannot. sometimes ones shortcomings are anothers prerequisite. i am not always up to the test.

28/1/05 19:40  

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