are we there yet?

I've had an epihany
or some could say a moment in clarity.

I tried not to think of the words "searing" or "flesh." I imagined my pain as a ball of healing white light. - fight club

fight club is relatively new to my existance, so my relative infatuation with the media is strange to me.
after my last post, i recognized the concept from the media and...

JACK
I... I think I understand. I think I get it...

TYLER
No, what you're feeling is premature enlightenment.

Tyler SLAPS Jack's face, regaining his attention...

TYLER
This is the greatest moment of your life and you're off somewhere, missing it.

JACK
No, I'm not...

-fight club

i can only describe the way i feel
by the following words:

Amazing grace!
(how sweet the sound)
That sav’d a wretch like me!
I once was lost,
but now am found,
Was blind,
but now
I see.

iu don't mean this in a religious manner either.
hell, i don't even know the religious parts of the song.
all i know,
is
i
feel
some
kind
of
way.

i think i have arrived.
it's about motherfucking time too!